I realized last night when I
was talking to my previous employer that I did not update you on what happened
with Otim.The answer to that is...nothing.I did not find him.I have no idea where he is.Like I said in my previous blog about
him, he was living in an Internally Displaced People (IDP) camp when I met him
and when I went back to Gulu, Uganda this summer, his entire camp was torn
down.Now where there once were huts,
kids running everywhere, woman building fires and families enjoying time
together, there is now a field of grass.
IDP camp-Gulu, January 2009
Where the IDP camp used to be-Gulu, June 2010
It was surreal to be there
again.It is surreal to know that
I was so close to Otim and couldn't find him.There is this anger in me that says that it's not okay.It's not okay that there is a boy
living in Uganda who I love and will never see.It is not okay that his parents were murdered by the Lord's
Resistance Army (LRA).It is not okay
that the northern part of Uganda went through 20 years of war.None of this is okay and there's
nothing I can say that will make it okay.
The only thing I can say is
that I was blessed to meet him in the first place!I was blessed to go back to the same exact spot to try to
find him again.I am blessed to be
apart of a ministry that continues to send groups to the same contacts.No matter how I look at it, I am
blessed.What about Otim?What
about the other Otim's in the world?
Wanted to send a quick
note to let you know that I am still in need of $240 by Friday! I am responsible for raising $10,000 by December 9, 2010!
Currently I have $2,760 in my
support account.
Or you can make checks out to Adventures in Missions and send them to: Adventures In Missions, PO Box 534470, Atlanta, GA 30353-4470
If you would like
to partner with me in this ministry I would LOVE that! I would also LOVE to come speak to your
churches, college groups, youth group...really anyone who wants to hear about
global missions and the work of Adventures in Missions! Email or call me if you would like that
to happen!
Love you all!
I am leaving you with the
new Route video for the January 2011 World Race squad! ENJOY!!!
I want to write a blog that will tell you all what I am
doing. I want you to understand
the work of AIM: their goal, vision and mission. Because honestly, I believe that if people understood what
was going on here; if people knew the hearts of those who work here; if people
knew the hearts of a lot of missionaries and missions organizations around the
world; missionaries would not have to support raise because people would be
THROWING money at them!
This blog is not to shame anyone into giving me money! In
fact, I have some amazing and loyal people who believe in me, what AIM is doing
and have been so incredibly supportive of me. But there are many people who do not have that. I'm supposed to raise $10,000 by
January 2011 and that's just for these 6 months. Most likely, I will continue on in my relationship with AIM
as a staff member which means that I will have to raise another $10,000 for the
year of 2011 and then another $10,000 the year after and on and on!
I completely understand that so many people are probably
sick and tired of giving me money.
They probably feel like I should "get a real job". THIS is a real job. THIS is a job that can change
GENERATIONS!! My job is to go out
and find people who are willing to give up everything in their life and surrender
a year or a couple months to whole-heartedly following Jesus.
Giving up their
family and friends
Their phones and
reliable communication
Their beds and
showers
Their cars
Their jobs
Their privacy and
space...
DON'T YOU WANT A GENERATION LIKE THAT?
Don't you want to be living in a generation where the kids
care more about the poor than they do about their own wants...
Who care more about the injustices of the world than about
their own comfort...
Who care about others more than themselves...
Who are defined by love...
Who are willing to work through the issues of their past to
become the men and woman God has created them to be?
I want to live in that generation! I want to be apart of raising that generation up! I AM apart
of raising that generation up!!
THAT is what my job is! HOW
BLESSED AM I?!?! YOU could be part of this generation!
"There is a generation of radicals whose
heartbeat is to see a changed world. It's a generation that's dissatisfied with
the status quo and is actively rising to the challenge of seeing the world
transformed through tangible expressions of God's love. World Racers are seeing
lives changed in nations all over the world." www.theworldrace.org
Hello Everyone!! I am back in AMERICA!!!! I gotta say it is
super nice to be home!! Uganda was amazing! I learned some incredible things
and the participants on our team were amazing...but it's always good to come
home!
I know I have mentioned this before, but I am starting a new adventure
on Monday, August 9th! I am beginning a six month apprenticeship with AIM
in the Recruitment department!! We will be traveling to schools, churches
and young adult gatherings to talk to people about The World Race and Real
Life. I am super excited about this next step, but I still have some work
to do as I begin.
If you would like to partner with me in this new experience I would
greatly appreciate it! I currently have $1,055
in my support account and need to have $3,000 by Monday!
I am in Lira, Uganda with our team of 12 here! I will be spending the next week here
doing ministry with this group of participants and I'm super excited about
it! They really have a passion for
discipleship so they are planning on going into schools that they went into
this past week to talk with students about what it means to be a Christian. We only have 3 weeks of ministry left
here which seems unreal to me!! Time really does fly by!
When I get back to the states, I have the opportunity to
work for Adventure in Missions (AIM) when I get back from this Real Life
trip. I am incredibly excited
because I will be working as a member of the new Recruitment Team that is being
started! Our job is going to be to
go around to different colleges, churches, young adult groups and recruit for
Real Life and The World Race. I
have been blessed to have the opportunity to work with both of these trips that
AIM send out. Going on the World
Race and co-leading this Real Life trip, have been two of the most growing,
challenging and greatest experiences of my life! I am so ready to go out and tell people about these
opportunities and a little about my experiences!
With this new season comes another request...I need to have
$3,000 in my support account by August 9th. At this moment, I have about $650. This means I need to raise $2350 in
about a month! I know that God can
provide, so if you feel led to support me I would really appreciate it! You can donate by going to my blog: Audreypowell@theworldrace.org
and donating through the "Support Me" button on the left of the screen.
You can also send in a check to:
Adventures in Missions
6000 Wellspring Trail
Gainesville, Ga 30506
Make sure you indicate Audrey Powell in the memo line!
Thanks you so much!! I am so excited for this new adventure
that God is going to take me on when I get back to America!!! I love you all very much!
I was in Uganda in January 2009.I spent that month ministering in the town of Gulu.You might know the name because it was virtually destroyed by the Lord’s Resistance Army (LRA) during a war that lasted for 20 years.The non-profit Invisible Children also spent time there working on their documentary.The team I was with that month worked for the first 2 weeks in a village called Keyo.We stayed in the primary school building because the kids were on break while we were there.
Last week the Real Life team I am co-leading with Braedon went to Gulu.We were scheduled to go to 2-3 schools per day in and around Gulu to minister to kids.Thursday afternoon was to be our last day of ministry and we were scheduled to go to Keyo.When I found out I was coming back to Uganda, the idea crossed my mind to try to go back to the place I ministered.NEVER did it cross my mind that the first week we were in the country we would be going back to the city I stayed in AND visit the village I lived in!!
So, we ended up in Keyo; the very same place where I met Otim.While I was on the Race I wrote a blog about Otim.His parents had been killed by the LRA and he was living in an IDP (Internally Displaced People) camp across from the primary school.When I left Keyo, he pulled me aside and asked me when I was going to come back for him….never in life did I think that was going to be possible!
Our team was going to be ministering at the Secondary school that is connected by a path to the primary school.I knew I had to go over to the school to see if Otim was still there.Two of the girls on the team, Katie and Rachel, walked over with me.I carried with me a picture that Otim had drawn that had his name at the bottom. When we got to the school I decided best bet was heading to the head masters office. You can imagine the head masters surprise when 3 white people walked in unannounced.He was very helpful though and took Otim’s name down and said he would try to figure it out.
As we were standing in the office, I noticed that a man had walked to the door and was looking in.It was the Reverend we had worked with while at Keyo!He remembered me and said he was willing to help me find Otim.He said Otim had moved to another village because the IDP camps had been torn down, but that Otim still went to the church the Reverend was a pastor of.I cannot tell you how excited I was!I wrote Otim a short note to let him know that I have not forgotten about him and that I love him and I pray for him daily.I then gave the note to the Reverend who said he would deliver the note for me.In my heart I knew that even if I couldn’t see him, if I could just get him that note, it would be worth it!He would know that he is not forgotten and that he is so special and that I will never stop thinking of him or praying for him!
The next day, Friday, the team headed back to Kampala for the weekend before another trip to minister to schools in Kabale, Uganda.As I was getting ready for the day on Saturday I got a phone call.The caller said “Audrey, this is Otim.The one you are looking for.”Something did not sound right to me.I asked the Otim calling me how old he was “35”.My Otim would be 13 or 14….not the correct Otim.I told him that he was not the correct Otim, but he proceeded to ask when he could come to Kampala to visit me, which makes sense since he got a letter from me telling him that I love him and haven’t forgotten him!Wrong Otim, Reverend!So, I called the Reverend who said that he would get the note and take it to the correct Otim.Later that day I got a phone call from Ronald Reagan, a Ugandan we worked with while in Keyo.He told me that the Reverend had gotten a hold of him and that he was going to help me find Otim.
I haven’t heard anything else since then.It was hard thinking I had found him and then realizing I had not.I do not know where Otim is.I do not know if he is still in Uganda.I do not know if he still remembers me.I do not know if he is okay.I DO know that even if I don’t find him; even if I never find him that does not change how he has affected my life.That does not change that I will always pray for him and believe that God has a mighty plan for his life.That does not change the fact that some day I believe I will see him, it might be heaven, but that’s okay with me…as long as he is there with me I will be fine.
I still have so many hopes and dreams for Otim, but in the end I have to realize that so does God!If I love him, how much more does God love him?! If I have dreams for him, can you imagine how big God’s dreams are?!If I have never forgotten about him, I can’t imagine how God’s thoughts are consumed with Otim!
What does break my heart is that he might never know.He may never know that I tried to find him.He may go through life thinking that no one remembers him.He might feel as though he is unloved.He might never know!I just want him to know!
I just need to remember that it’s all going to be okay.Even if I don’t find him.It’s going to be okay.
I just wanted to let you know that I am in Uganda!! We spent our first week here in Gulu, which was where I was in January 2010!! It was so neat to go back there! I will write later more about that trip! I just wanted to send a quick updated that I got here and that the team is doing well!!
I love you all a lot and will update you on the events of life in Uganda soon!!!
Since being home from the World Race I have moved to Gainesville, Ga. I
have an awesome apartment and I am living with
my amazing roommate, Cindy who
also happened to be one of my teammates on the Race. I have been working
as a part time receptionist at The Children's Center for Hope and
Healing. It is a Center that provides free counseling for kids and woman
who have been victims of sexual abuse. I have loved working at the Center
and thoroughly enjoyed getting to know the therapists who work here.
Two different opportunities have arisen in the last couple of weeks that I
can't seem to turn down. I have been given the chance to return to Uganda
for two months this summer; June 8th-July 31st as a leader
for Real Life. Real Life is a program within Adventures in Missions (AIM)
that allows people from 18-21 years of age to go out and experience 1-3 months
on the mission field. Uganda was one of my stops on the Race and is where I met
one of my favorite boys from the entire trip, Otim. While I am in Uganda
this time I will be staying in a city called Lira. As a leader this trip will cost $1500.
The second opportunity that has presented itself is to work at AIM in a new
program that is starting in August. They are starting a "recruitment
team"; people who can go out to churches, schools, music festivals, young adult
groups and promote the World Race as well as Real Life programs. I would
be in AIM's apprenticeship program. This means that I dedicate 6 months
to working as an apprentice in a chosen field; for me it would be on the
recruitment team; to see how I like working for AIM and the program.
Unfortunately, since I would not technically be on staff, this position
requires me to 100% support raise. The cost of the apprenticeship program
is $10,000. I need to raise that money along with the $1500 to finance my
trip to Uganda as well as my 6 months of training. In total I need to
raise $11,500 by January 2011. That is a lot of money and not a lot of
time to raise it in.
I am
writing you to see if you would like to partner with me in this new
adventure. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared. All of this;
leadership, support raising, recruitment team, it's all scary and new to
me. It's a world that I am afraid to enter. Asking people to
support me is one of the hardest tasks, but I would not be going to Uganda or
joining the apprenticeship program if I did not feel like God was calling me to
this. (Believe me! I said I would never support raise again after
the Race!) But, God has called me here, to this place, to ask you again
if you would be willing to support me. Not only do I need your financial
support in this new season, but I am going to need an abundance of
prayer!
If you feel led to support me financially/and or prayerfully you can
donate through my World Race blog site: http://audreypowell.theworldrace.org.I will be making updates to this
blog while in Uganda and throughout my apprenticeship with AIM!You can add your email to the section
called "Update Alerts" and receive updates automatically through your e-mail if
you want.
So...it has been an
extremely long time since I have written anything on this blog.I just wanted to let those of you who
still get updates know what has been going on in my life since being home from
the Race.
Beautiful Ohio Fall!!!
I spent the first four
months living at my parents house in Ohio.I wanted to be home for the Holidays and also to see people
I hadn't seen in a year.During
those four months I also got to do a lot of traveling around the states to go
spend time with my teammates and meet their wonderful families.
My family at Thanksgiving
During one of these trips,
Cindy, Katie and I went to Michigan and later Cindy and I traveled down to
Georgia.Essentially we wanted to
see if we wanted to live in either of those places.You may ask, "Why Michigan and Georgia"?The only answer I really have is
"That's where my people are".Michigan and Georgia both have great thriving communities of World Race
alumni and AIM staff.
Katie, Cindy and I under my Christmas tree in Ohio!
I have told many of you
that The World Race was the best decision I have ever made.Not only did I get to meet so many
amazing people, learn how incredibly ALIVE God still is and how He still wants
to use us today; I also found this incredible community of people.
I feel like I spent most
of my life as the person who was everybody's friend.I had one or two really close friends in life, but I could
never really show anyone else who I was.I just wasn't comfortable enough and quite frankly, I didn't really fit
in with them.I have prayed so
many times in my life that God would give me a group of friends who I could feel
so comfortable with; as comfortable as I feel with my biological family.I thought that prayer was never going
to be answered...I had prayed it so many times that I thought I was going to have
to go through life as a loner.Then I went on the Race.
As I said, I got to see
God move in SO many amazing ways! I got to see Him use people to encourage,
heal and comfort people.But, at
the end of the experience I also got my prayer answered.I came off the Race with the most
amazing squad, G-SQUAD!!!Every
single person on my squad, from the coaches, to every squad member and also my
beautiful team; they were all an answer to my prayers!!
Carrying Cindy over the threshold of our apartment after 3 full days of driving from California to Georgia!
So, making a short story
VERY long...I am now living in Gainesville, Georgia!! My teammate, Cindy and I
are now roommates!!!There are so
many incredible people down here working for AIM, including some of my squad
and teammates!!I just recently
got a job at as a receptionist for a local Center that has therapy sessions for
woman and children who have been sexually abused.It is incredibly hard hearing the stories that come in but I
am enjoying the job and the people who work there.
That has been my life
since being home.I hope y'all are
doing well also!I love you and
continue to thank God for you blessing me with the opportunity of my life!!
Me, Katie, Cindy and Braedon in our apartment before Katie left for India! (Missing from this pic: Steph, who lives in Gainesville but was not there during the taking of the pic and our beautiful Bekah who is missed SOOOO much!!! love you!!!!)
I arrived in the states on September 1st into Atlanta, Georgia where I was greeted by my parents and my sister. Automatically I was overwhelmed by the feeling that the last 11 months of my life had never happened. That everything I just experienced, every emotion I was faced with, every person I met...all of it, was simply a dream I was waking up from. For the next few days I walked around feeling like I was still in that dream and the only thing that reminded me that the Race even happened was the constant texts I was recieving from my other family. My beautiful team who I had just had this wonderful experience with.
Life has become more "normal" now. I know that I lived the last 11 months on the Race, but now I don't know what to do with it. I am faced with the question, "well, are you a different person?" This is a question that I would not have thought people would ask me. I was ready for the questions: "What are you going to do now?" (NO idea), "What was your favorite country?" (Guatemala followed closely by the Philippines) "What was your best memory?" (time spent laughing with my team) "What was your hardest/best experience?" (meeting and saying goodbye to Otim) Those are the questions I was ready for, but "are you a different person?" The only answer I can come up with is "I sure hope so."
I hope that in the last 11 months of my life the way I have experienced and come to know God has changed me. I would hope that my life, my world views would be different. But, what I am learning is that it is so easy to go back to "normal". It is easy to not get up and do morning devotions, it is easy to get sucked into the latest gossip about "Jon and Kate Plus Eight". It is easy to go back to who I was before. That's not what I want though. What I want is to be radically different. To be so confident in my faith in God that nothing else matters.
I was at a restaurant last night and the woman who owns the restaurant came up to talk to me about the Race and she ended up preaching me a sermon. She talked about the power of the Holy Spirit, people being healed and the way God can still move today. When she was done preaching I asked her what church she goes to. Her answer was beautiful. "I am the church on the go." That's what I want. I don't want people to have to ask me if I am different, I want them to be able to see that change in me. Iwant to be the church on the go. The problem is, that takes work. Am I willing to do the work now that I am in "the real world"?